I was trying to look Polynesian

Throwback, I was trying to look Polynesian for the party but couldn't beat their beauty. And that night I ended up unpretty.

Sometimes going through old photos is actually fun. Memory is still blurry to me. One thing I do remember is that I met a beast. I think I'll have this hairstyle for the summer.

“PEPE” THANK YOU MY BROTHER.

We left Stockholm last year at the same time during the cold winter. I was highly skeptical about me leaving. He said “Annita, great things will happen to us both. Go home and see! Leave Stockholm for a while and come back strong.”

Even though this photo reminds me of his sad eyes leaving Stockholm but he has a biggest smile full of happiness. He finally moved back home. Last time I checked he has an AMAZINGGG life ever. I am happy for my brother.

Six months has passed now and I feel much better. Last winter I had a smiling depression. There were a lot of things going on in my life at that time.There were many things I wish it would not happen to me. I made several mistakes ,and made the wrong choices. I was bully for the first time in my life, I hanged out with the wrong people, etc. I made a mistake and learnt the lessons the hard way.

The biggest dilemma of all was that I had to make a big decision over something I tried to avoid for many years. It felt like I was at a crossroad in my life.

Eventually I survive the aftermath. I just looked back and had a great laugh with my brother the other day. I know I am a bit childish to say this out loud. I just want to say thank you to everyone, and my family in Stockholm who are always there for me. One of them is my brother.

“Annitaaaa, I knew it and I TOLD YOU SO.” I often hear that, then follow by a big hug. He tells me what I need to hear rather than what I want to hear. He confronts me the truth so I become better. Thank you that you weather the storm with me even though I may have stupidly created myself.

And that’s what I call true friends. I hope everyone has the same friends in all stages of life!

"I have a serious love affair with stripes."

Self portrait. "I have a serious love affair with stripes." Light and Shadow Project.

"The light hits me, just like it always has. It goes through me, and stripes me bare."

Finish It. It feels good.

"Finish It. It feels good."  I have been working 24/7 for 3 weeks now. It does show on my pencil hehe. Three weeks a almost finish my pencil that is how much I draw my patterns these days. I wish I had time to go out, meet people, and have a few drinks.

Stand on your own two feet. "Light and Shadow" project.

"Light and Shadow" project. Today know that it feels good to stand on your own two feet. You are capable of many things!!! 

Throwback on my first draping

My first draping at Polly and Niklas's wedding.

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